No Mutants Allowed

They can also kill you if you are not careful about mixing booze so watchout.

I don't drink alcohol. Maybe later in life when I'm a hobo. It's funny how legal drugs are way more lethal than the illegal ones.

Try some DMT. #Rogan2020

Also: you should all congratulate me 'cause I haven't smoked a cigarette or a joint in a month. Even though I think about doing it 24/7. Argh.

Nothing wrong with joints man. No wonder you are depressed.

You're a fucking artist mate.

FUCKING STRESS

No, no, I'm forced to stop. I had a psychotic episode and the neighbors called the cops. Main reason Annelies and I broke up. Place smelled like a coffee shop and they found coke too. Shrink gave me diazepam and now benzos to stay sane. In November I have obligatory day therapy in the nut house.

Congrats on quitting smoking, but also goddamn son. It sounds like you’re on the right track, though the track is kinda... curved. It may seem that things are going downhill and taking forever, but between the therapy and everything it seems that you’ll be able to confront your problems soon enough. Hang in there, bro.

It was the coke now they get you addicted to benzos. Nice job Docs. Nah you need them.

I've been to the shrink a few times after psychotic breaks.

I got good at telling myself to shut up on the inside and the rest of me thanks me for it.

Even so, that doesn't mean shit if you don't replace the negative shit in your mind with something positive, which is hard because it makes you feel vulnerable and it's not something most people are used to doing.

Combinations in general are something you need to take care with. Mixing things together can do some wild things. Never forget the grapefruit either.

I'll never forget about grapefruit ever again. Once, it resulted in me all curled up on the cold bathroom floor, shitting my pants, cold sweating a small pool of sorrow and sadness most people would've drowned in.

And I don't want to say the obvious, Dopamine Cleric, but "all I have are negative thoughts", so yeah. I felt pretty good today, though. I sold a fake Tintin plaque (but I told the buyer it was fake) and I took my dog for a two hour walk before realizing I would have to walk another two hours to get back home.

Well ya know, nothing can exist without it's opposite so being a contrarian isn't a medical condition, but it could turn into one if you're in the wrong place. lol

Have you thought about going across the border into Amsterdam and opening a venue for your artwork?

That... would be really fucking cool. I’d fly out to see that.