Thread of Hope

The Vault Dweller

always looking for water.
This thread is a counter to the "Thread of Regret" posted not long ago and quite heavily replied to. It's to create positive feelings for the future.

As for me:

Growing up I learned to love the mountains. I loved nature both the simple joy of wandering through a wilderness area as well as the more cerebral act of trying to identify plants and animals I'd find. Now growing up in a suburb of Los Angeles all the open land was taken as prime real estate. This meant the only unused areas were the mountains and steeper hills that weren't of any use. Some inside the mass urban conglomeration were the size of small parks and some on the outer edges were actual national parks. The biggest was the entire northern end of the combined cities the San Gabriel Mountains. I lived just south of the western end of that range.

Every day all day I could see just by looking north a wide array of different peaks one of the three largest actually the closest north of my town. That was Mount Wilson.

On any day of any weekend I could have taken half the day to walk to, hike up, and spend a few hours enjoying the view, but I never did. I would always go to small parks at the hills before the mountains seeing as it would only take a few hours of my time since I often did chores/study on the weekends.

In all my time there (17 years) I went on yearly or bi-yearly camping trips with my Dad. We would spend a week traveling and spending each night at a different place. We could go far in a week and as such visit countless places through California in all directions.

Yet in all my visits and vast vacations I never bothered to climb so many mountains so close to home. They were too accessible. I always thought if I had the time I should visit somewhere far away where I might never go or if I had little time it wasn't enough.

Then I abruptly had to move away.

I now live and have lived on the opposite side of this huge country knowing that someday I'll return to walk that range. At the very least climb Mount Wilson the most vivid symbol of my love for the outdoors.

Although I have a low-income job I am adept at buying cheap and doing without small things to the point where I have one or two thousand dollars a year to enjoy which is more than enough to take a week off of work fly to California and hike the entire area.

I just keep telling myself "Well if it's not much trouble why bother? You can always do it later.", but that statement is why I never did it in the first place.

I know I will just someday.

Sincerely,
The Vault Dweller
 
So now climbing Mount Wilson will cost you money?

You poor, poor sod.
 
A plane ticket from one side of the country to the other given the size will be at least $300 round trip. Take into account lost work time (being gone almost a week) would be another $300. Also a small amount for supplies, accommodations, and transport will be another $100. That's $700. Keep in mind I spend not much more than double that for a years enjoyment.

This is the wrong person to ask given your temperament, but don't you have anything to hope for Alec?

Maybe you can hope the world does end. :lol:

Sincerely,
The Vault Dweller
 
My hopes are humble, and usually stops at "getting more money".
Apart from that I hope for a successfull publication of my stories, but for the time being I am "brooding", allowing insecurity to rule.
I guess I also hope for a living situation sometime soon, where I no longer have to deal with flatmates, and where I can safely keep a cat again.

I tend to avoid hope, for the most part. Not to sound dark and sombre, but I really don't see the point. If you _know_ you're getting it, you wait for it - not hope for it. You hope once the chances of you getting it get diminuished. The less likely, the more you must hope. Hoping, in essence, is actively expecting the unlikely, and I find it a depressing prospect :I
 
If you're on the East Coast, there are lots of good mountains there to climb. I remember climbing a few (more hills than mountains really) along the Appalachian Trail. While the camping on the East Coast isn't as good as out here, the mountain climbing, hiking the trails, and experiencing the dwindling wildlife front out there is indeed worth it. As far as Mt. Wilson goes, I can't even see it anymore for the smog. Pretty much the entire mountain chain is hidden behind a thick haze. If there is a nostalgic requirement for Mt. Wilson and the LA mountain ranges in particular, go for it.

The most vivid and memorable experience I've had climbing was Mt. Ranier while I was living in Washington. It took two and a half days, and was one of the most rewarding things I've done. I went with two buddies, and we brought one beer each to the summit and enjoyed a frosty brew at 14,000 feet.

I've been camping in Big Bear, Lake Arrowhead, the Cascades, and the Appalachians in West Virginia, and all amount to about the same experience. Yes, there are differences, but the feel and sense of community with nature are the same.

I guess my point is you don't need to travel cross country to get the same community with nature that camping provides, or domination of the terrain that mountain climbing provides. There are surely suitable challenges/wilderness areas in your own backyard worth tackling. Whatever you decide, good luck and hope springs eternal and all that jazz...

Peace
 
I'm luck I live in Eastern Pennsylvania. There's lots of nice wilderness and the area caters to vacationers. I've been to national parks around here a few times. I have no need to return to California just to be in a natural setting.

The point is that particular region (The mountains north of LA) and that particular place (Mount Wilson) are symbolic for me and if I were to only do one more thing before I die (not that I should die anytime soon) it would be to visit them. I think I forgot to emphasize that I can hike and visit nature easily so that's not what I miss. Just something personal.

Sincerely,
The Vault Dweller
 
The Vault Dweller said:
This is the wrong person to ask given your temperament, but don't you have anything to hope for Alec?

Sure I do. I hope 2013 will turn out to be a better year than 2012 was. I hope I win that poetry award I've been nominated for. I hope I find a better job and a better girlfriend. I hope Jebus finds out his girlfriend has been cheating on him for the last years. I hope Brother None will finally accept the fact he is gay. I hope DammitBoy meets a surgeon who is willing to take care of his backwards arms. I hope Sander cuts off his hair. I hope the rather uncreative economists on this planet come up with a better system than capitalism. I hope people's taste in music/literature/culture improves so that 'artists' who don't have talent/originality/a message whatsoever have to resort to real prostitution. I hope Hoxie gets the sex change he's been dreaming of since he left his mother's birthcanal. I hope religion becomes as popular as STDs. I hope aliens land on our sad and lonely planet and take me with them to a better place.

I'm full of hope, TVD. I have a very hopeful personality.

:roll:
 
I hope Alec gets a puppy for Christmas. He always sounds like he needs cheering up. Maybe Jebus could give him one.
 
alec said:
The Vault Dweller said:
This is the wrong person to ask given your temperament, but don't you have anything to hope for Alec?

Sure I do. I hope 2013 will turn out to be a better year than 2012 was. I hope I win that poetry award I've been nominated for. I hope I find a better job and a better girlfriend. I hope Jebus finds out his girlfriend has been cheating on him for the last years. I hope Brother None will finally accept the fact he is gay. I hope DammitBoy meets a surgeon who is willing to take care of his backwards arms. I hope Sander cuts off his hair. I hope the rather uncreative economists on this planet come up with a better system than capitalism. I hope people's taste in music/literature/culture improves so that 'artists' who don't have talent/originality/a message whatsoever have to resort to real prostitution. I hope Hoxie gets the sex change he's been dreaming of since he left his mother's birthcanal. I hope religion becomes as popular as STDs. I hope aliens land on our sad and lonely planet and take me with them to a better place.

I'm full of hope, TVD. I have a very hopeful personality.

:roll:

When you go on rants like this, you really do remind me, in those moments, of a twisted, goatee-universe version of Vonnegut. I hope that makes you smile.
 
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